

“As I researched sleep, I found that we sleep in intervals. The REM intervals loop several times a night. Each loop is about 90 minutes long. It is the same running time as an average feature film. So maybe the running time of films fulfills our subconscious needs? Therefore, entering a movie theatre is not unlike entering a dream. Films hypnotise us and take us to new worlds. Sleeping and films are like twin realities.”
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Apichatpong Weerasethakul, from a behind-the-scenes featurette on Cemetery of Splendour (2015)
I’m so excited about the prospects of
Meeting with a stranger in an alley
I’m so excited, I hope they’re rough
I hope their skin is tough like Spanish leather
lesbianism is fun but also sometimes u gotta deal with the overwhelming knowledge that u might never be willing to open yourself up to vulnerability and love

A young Jhonn Balance of Coil (feat. Peter Christopherson’s fingers) in the Dutch documentary “The Sound of Progress” (1988)
no place to hide my shamefulness
no place to hide my discontent
no place to hide my shamefulness
motherfuck the fear is back










