Richard Siken, from straw house, straw dog
Tag: poetry
““I dream of a grave, deep and narrow, where we could clasp each other in our arms as with clamps, and I would hide my face in you and you would hide your face in me, and nobody would ever see us any more.””
— Franz Kafka, The Castle (via seabois)
my dad wrote this about me 7 years ago
I dreamed a loathsome dream, a triple ephialtes. First there was a small dog; but not simply a small dog; a small mock dog, very small, with the minute black eyes of a beetle’s larva; it was white through and through, and coldish. Flesh? No, not flesh, but rather grease or jelly, or else perhaps, the fat of a white worm, with, moreover, a kind of carved corrugated surface reminding one of a Russian paschal lamb of butter – disgusting mimicry. A cold-blooded being, which Nature had twisted into the likeness of a small dog with a tail and legs, all as it should be. It kept getting into my way, I could not avoid it; and when it touched me, I felt something like an electric shock. I woke up. On the sheet of the bed next to mine there lay curled up, like a swooned white larva, that very same dreadful little pseudo dog… I groaned with disgust and opened my eyes. All around shadows floated; the bed next to mine was empty except for the broad burdock leaves which, owing to the damp, grow out of bedsteads. One could see, on those leaves, telltale stains of a slimy nature; I peered closer; there, glued to a fat stem it sat, small, tallowish-white, with its little black button eyes… but then, at last, I woke up for good.
We all have forests on our minds. Forests unexplored, unending. Each one of us gets lost in the forest, every night, alone.
(via loveage-moondream)
The Velveteen Rabbit as quoted in Beginners (2011)
you are the death of tears
curse you
my cursed heart my sick eyes search for you
I love death I invite it
in the Butchery of Holy Father
black death you are my bread
I eat you in the heart
terror is my tenderness
there’s madness in my hand
Silvina Ocampo | The House Made of Sugar | Thus Were Their Faces
I wanted to find one law to cover all of living, I found fear.
You are a fever I’m learning to live with, and everything is happening at the wrong end of a very long tunnel.